Eternal Crew

Damn! Damn! Dammit! If only I hadn’t accepted this request, I wouldn’t be in this mess right now!

As my feet run through the mansion’s endless corridor, I curse myself for being so foolish. This was my only hope, but that damned broker gave me one hell of a request. Now I’m running for my life.

———-

I was always close to my sister. Even when we were a child, she would always be by my side. She gave me her food, water, and toys. We were poor, but we were happy. City where I live doesn’t have mercy for poor people, especially homeless orphans like us. We have to do whatever it takes to survive like a normal 18th century lifestyle. So I learned how to steal food, purify water, and trade in the black market. All for my sister’s sake. Years of doing this made me agile and strong. Even for a girl, I can hold my fight with an adult just fine.

Fast forward to last year. My sister’s health is declining. She got this disease all over her feet, and it’s almost reaching her body. From what I know, this disease is still treatable. But it won’t be cheap. I had to think my way around. My “job” of stealing and trading in the black market won’t even be enough. I need more cash. And like a ship struck by a meteor, this man came to me.

Jack was a man that our mutual friend knows. He always wears this old black fedora, with a black trench coat. His fashion style aside, he carried a large revolver, which must cost a ton. Jack was a good broker, he finds me easy requests that pay enough for me to buy a shot of a cure. But last month, her disease suddenly became more aggressive. I can almost see her rotting flesh.

“I might have something for you,” Jack says when I told him her condition, “it’s an easy one, just in and out, and I’ll pay you four times your usual rate”. He must be crazy, four times will be more than enough to admit her to a good hospital!

“Tell me more about it”.

“Hoho, if you’re a dog I would have seen you wagging your tail, little kitten!” Jack’s laughing at my response. I never liked his laugh, it’s the kind of laugh that crawls under your skin. “You know what, meet me at the alley behind the pub tomorrow at dawn, I’ll brief you on-site”.

I didn’t sleep much last night, and it must be showing on my face. I arrived at the alley where Jack waited with his henchmen.

“Here’s our grumpy kitty! I almost thought you’d back off from this one haha!” Again, that laugh creeps me off. “Cut the bull, Jack. What’s the business?” I cut his laugh before I’m forced to claw his throat.

“You’ll take this fine gentleman, we’ll board you to the location, you get me my stuff, get back here, and I’ll pay you. Simple enough?” I know he’s hiding something behind that smirk. “What’s the stuff? Can’t you get it yourself?” I asked. “Oh, that would be a no-no, my dear.” He giggled. “We would need your agility to get it! You see, the location we’re heading is an old mansion. No one knows how old it is, so we can assume it’s in bad condition and such. You know my hip’s not young anymore, right?”

As we walked to the horse carriage, he handed me a piece of paper. “This is the floor plan of the mansion. You will get me a supposedly old chest, not bigger than my hat here” He taps on his hat. “Supposedly?? You don’t even know what it’s like?” This is the first time Jack gave me a mission that’s so vague.

Jack shrugged. “Hey, to be honest with you, this is not mine. I just carried the order, and you, my little kitten, are my best crew!” I laugh at my disbelief. “Anyway, we’re off now! Don’t forget to charge your energy, get something to eat beforehand, it’s quite a far journey ahead!” As I see the city getting smaller, my lack of sleep catches up. 


I must’ve been sleeping like a rock when someone woke me up. My first reflex was to grab the hand that touched me, but then I remembered the mission. “We’re here” one of Jack’s henchmen, a man with a mohawk is standing beside me. I looked outside and I’m stunned to see a behemoth of a mansion, old enough for the vines to almost reach the top. “Well, we’re gonna have to drop you here-” My jaw dropped “WHAT?” I cut him before he finished. “- and we’re going to pick you up in 2 hours. Relax, kitty cat, I’m not going to dump you here. Remember I also have my neck in line!” Jack giggles.

As the carriage took off, I sighed the longest sigh of my life. “Let’s get this over already” I walked to the gate, approaching the main entrance. How to open this thing? Do I have to pick a lock or something? Jack’s henchmen with the mohawk open his bag. He pulled out a saw and started to make a hole on the door. Well, that’s one way to enter.

A few minutes later, a hole big enough for us to enter was opened. As we entered, a heavy air shrouded us. The pressure is higher inside than when we were outside. It’s making me nauseous.

It’s dark inside, so we flare up our oil lamps. Not that we need it though but it’s nice to have lights. We walked deeper by following the map to where supposedly the chest was stored. This mansion feels so much bigger than it seems outside.

Something about this mansion is getting on my nerves. I don’t know what, maybe it’s moldy walls, the damp environment, the slimy floor, or maybe just the fact that this mansion is just…. Different?

Finally, we reached the storage chamber. It was locked so we had to cut a hole again. As mohawk tried to cut the wall, I heard a rumbling noise. “Wait wait wait, stop the saw!” I said. My ears straightened as I got goosebumps. There it was, the rumbling noise got closer and suddenly it disappeared. What was that? I nodded to mohawk where he tried to cut the wall again. And the noise is back. But we have to continue as we already spent half of our time finding the storage chamber. The noise got louder and louder as the saw almost made a hole. I had to close my ears when suddenly the rumbling stopped as we could see a light from inside the storage chamber. 

The hole was small enough for me to pass but not for him. So I left him to guard outside while I tried to enter. The storage was so dusty that I immediately sneezed upon entering. It was full of stuff like canned foods, spare parts, and other cargo. It didn’t take me long to find the chest. It’s practically glowing, with a weird pattern on its surface. The chest was warm and smaller than I thought. As I put it in my bag and walked to the hole, the rumbling came back and it got worse. 

BOOM!

What the fuck? I hurried up and ran outside where I didn’t see anyone. “Hey mohawk, I got the stuff! Where are you?” My voice echoed in the corridor. Something is not right. I grabbed my oil lamp. “Let’s go back! It’s not funny!” Again, I only heard my echo and the distant rumbling noise.

SSSRRKKKK

Something moved behind me. I turned my back but no one’s there. My light only shines at an empty wall. My anxiety increased as I walked faster along the way we came earlier. 

SSSSSRRRKKKKK

Fuck it. I ran to the entrance. Left, left, left, right, and straight. I’m sure it’s the right way, but it feels longer. Suddenly something dropped in front of me, tripping me off my balance. “Ouch, what the hell?” I muttered to myself. I shine my light at the object only to have my hair all standing. That hair is unmistakable that man’s. But under the hair, there were two holes where the eyes were supposed to sit. My stomach churned. I glanced at it again. Under the upper jaw, there was nothing.

My feet lost their will to stand as my eyes were glued to the horror. But I have to get out of here! I reached my lamp and stares at the darkness. This somehow gave me courage enough to pick me up and run. 

Damn! Damn! Dammit meow! If only I hadn’t accepted this request, I wouldn’t be in this mess right now!

As my feet run through the mansion’s endless corridor, I curse myself for being so foolish. This was my only hope, but that damned broker gave me one hell of a mission. Now I’m running for my life.

SSSRRKKSSRRRKKKSSSRRKKKKK

That moving noise is chasing me! I speed up, occasionally leaping over holes or crates left since who knows when. 

CRACK! BOOM!

The ceiling falls in front of me. I had to dodge into a chamber on my right. I’m doomed. Whatever was chasing me should’ve caught up by now. I’m hiding behind the door, praying. It must have been the longest 5 seconds of my life. I let out a sigh of relief when no sound was heard anymore. When I’m sure I am safe, I looked around. Wait, didn’t this chamber look familiar? 

I’m doomed, I ran in circles! This is the storage chamber! 

I fall on my butts. My only thought right now is my sister, the fear of not being able to see her anymore crippled me. As I sit there in silence, I can hear the rumbling noise. The rumbling happens every few seconds. Then it strikes me, this mansion is alive! The rumbling is the corridor moving! No wonder the path changes.

Fuck it. Jack would come and pick me up if I didn’t show up in time, after all, he said his neck was on the line too. So I pick myself up and exit the storage chamber, starting to explore this mansion. My initial observation was this mansion released a faint sound periodically, covered by the rumbling. Almost as if it was breathing. I walked deeper into the main hall, following the sound. The deeper I got, the louder the sound. Now it doesn’t look like breathing, more like a heart beating. 

This house doesn’t feel like a normal mansion. Well duh, it’s alive. Even the structure doesn’t follow a normal mansion I know. For example, it has way too many corridors. The deeper I got, the more fascinated I am. The beating sound is hypnotizing me, making me intoxicated in its rhythm. 

I don’t even realize when I stop thinking about my sister or even my own safety. I want more of this feeling. The feeling of caring, being loved, and soothing that the rhythm gives me. I can almost hear the beating as words inside my head. This calm, deep voice, speaking in language I don’t know over and over again.

I arrived at a large hall. But I don’t see anything, it’s empty. Instead, I see a weird statue in the center, no taller than I am with a cavity on its chest. As I walked closer, the voices inside my head got louder. Suddenly the chest inside my bag glows a faint green light. I picked the chest, it vibrates smoothly, resonating with the mansion’s beating. This must be the heart of the mansion! My hand is moving on its own, putting the chest inside the cavity. Suddenly a burst of white light exploded inside my head.

I find myself in space, just floating. But I feel at peace. My only thought was I wished my sister was with me right now, so we can do this together. The voices fades away as I lost my consciousness. The last thing I heard was a name,

“Morde…”

/Written for a short story contest in Sipher.xyz discord server/

Designing With AI’s Help

Just for fun, I use chatGPT to help designing a game. The premise is adventure horror and this is what it gave me:

  1. Objective: The objective of the game is to hunt down and capture as many ghosts as possible, gaining fame and resources along the way.
  2. Game Mechanics: Players take on the role of ghost hunters and must work together to track down and capture ghosts. The game is played over several rounds, each consisting of two phases: preparation and ghost hunting.
  3. Preparation Phase: During the preparation phase, players can gather equipment, resources, and plan their hunting strategy. Each player has a set number of action points they can use to perform various tasks, such as researching the location or upgrading their equipment.
  4. Ghost Hunting Phase: During the ghost hunting phase, players must track down and capture the ghost. Each ghost has unique abilities and weaknesses, and players must work together to capture it. Combat is turn-based, with players using their equipment and abilities to weaken and capture the ghost. The ghost’s actions are determined by a set of rules or a deck of cards, making each encounter unique and unpredictable.
  5. Ghost Loot: After capturing a ghost, players can collect ghost loot such as ectoplasm and rare items. These can be used to craft new equipment and upgrade their abilities, or sold for resources.
  6. Fame: As players capture more ghosts, they gain fame and reputation. This can lead to better quests and more lucrative rewards.
  7. Cooperative Play: Players can choose to work together or compete against each other to see who can capture the most ghosts and gain the most fame.
  8. Upgrades: As players gain more experience and resources, they can upgrade their equipment and abilities, unlocking new abilities and increasing their power.
  9. Multiplayer Options: The game can be played with 1-5 players, with various options for solo play and multiplayer modes.

For sure it needs some elaboration for most parts but I think it’s kinda helpful if you have an idea block.

Personal Update #1

This blog is reaaaalllyyy starting to get random. And personal.

Lately I’m feeling burnout from work. Maybe it’s pandemic fatigue. It might be the loneliness too, I guess.

Work came just after another, even in my time off.

I mean, don’t get me wrong. I like it here. The field of work is also nice. Career path is clear (I hope).

But,

can’t I take a damn break??????

We’re even can’t take a leave without reason or without urgency.

Like.

I. Just. Want. To. Sleep. All. Day.

me

I don’t even have friends here, where the fuck would I go???

Can’t even take WFH without having to be ready anytime to go to the plant.

SMHFFSROFLLMAO

New Project – Untitled #1

Heeeeyyoooo~

Okay, remember my last post? My gaming friend told me he also likes to design! He even have a finished prototype already, and it was good. Dang.

Long story short, we decided to design a game together.

We started from the mechanic (unusual for me, I know), and agreed on a duel card game with drafting and programming mechanic using tarot card’s major arcana cards.

Basically there are 2 phases, first divide the deck randomly, 11 cards each. Then player will pick one and put it face down in one of 11 slots available in the player mat. This card cannot be changed in position unless by a card effect. After that, player swap their hands and continue put a card and swap hands until there are no more cards left. Next, phase 2 begins.

In phase 2, players simultaneously open the first card as indicated on the player mat. These cards will be facing each other. The card with higher value resolve the effect first. It continues until all cards are opened, then the scoring phase begins. The player with the higher score wins! Sounds easy? No.

There will be combos.

There will be comebacks.

There will be bloods.

Oh, and you can also play it in solo mode against AI, even though with some restrictions and additional rules.

That’s the core game.

I will update after playtesting it some more! And hopefully we can release it on kickstarter some time soon!

Guess Who’s Back?

Not SNSD unfortunately, sigh.

it’s me!

To be honest, I forgot my username and eventually I even forgot that I had a blog….

Updates on my life so far: I’ve graduated, got a decent job, still loved board games and movies, and finally found online friends to play board games with which I met in a movie-related forum! Well, it’s actually a discord server, but you got the idea.

I’m gonna try to write more, so expect a few updates here and then.

But knowing myself, it’s probably not going to last long. We’ll see.

Ideas Journal #5 (cont.)

Now let’s move to the theme. What theme that fits this mechanics but not a generic fantasy? You know, warriors, mage, archer, etc. Why don’t we take it to modern time? I was thinking about superheroes, but I recently read Kamen Rider Spirits and thought, why not do a tokusatsu thing? There hasn’t been any decent tokusatsu board game as far as I know.

Taking from the any tokusatsu series (or original Kamen Rider series, particularly), where basically they are an altered-human and seek revenge on the evil organization that turned them and going to take control of the world. On their journey, they will cross way with another altered-humans who will join their team.

For this game, each episode has its own box consist of maps, monsters, boss, scenario book, and another hero character (pawn, deck, and character board). When players are exploring the episode, they can’t unlock other episodes before they finished this one.

The further the progress, the more hero players collect. This unlocked heroes can be played by adjusting the level to the previous hero of the same player’s level. However, the previously bought skills can’t be transferred.

The story:
Sisterhood of Liberty is a neo-Nazi organization that seeks to world domination by creating destruction all over the world. To fulfill their plan, they kidnap men and turn them into altered-human, a super soldier. However, their plan is failed because the first experiment of altered-human rebels against them and escaped. They are scattered throughout the world to help people fight against the organization. Recently, you (players) are approached by the former U.N. Secretary General before he died telling you that the world is coming to its end. No army in the world can fight against the organization, and when the U.N. found out about the altered-human, it was too late. Most of the countries are destroyed, other who still stands are on its way to destruction. Now it’s in your hand, gather your partners and fight the Sisterhood from dominating the world.

Ideas Journal #5

Okay, this time we’ll try mechanic first. I want a co-op story RPG with combination of board and card game (specifically, deck building game). Each player have 20 cards of action. This cards also act as the health point. If the player lose some health point, they take the same amount from the deck and exclude them from play until they are healed.

Each character have their own stats. The only thing they share in common is the health. Movement point, Attack, and Defense are different. As an RPG, there is a leveling system. Players can level up by beating a number of enemies. Each time they level up, they can learn a new skill by choosing 1 additional card from the skill market.

Every player begins in the first story, when they finished the first story they can choose which story they want to explore except the final story. Levels and experience are not reset when they progressed into next chapter. But when a player dies, the character’s level are reduced by 1, put top card from deck to the bottom of the market deck without looking, discard all equipped items, and start over from the start marker. Players are allowed to replay any unlocked episodes (this is not a legacy game). There will also be more episodes coming up.

Enemies are also adjusted by average of player’s levels with the boss enemy are adjusted by highest player level + 2. This will be implemented by a dial or marker on the enemy card that shows the level and their attack and defend. Players are considered to complete the episode if they have beaten the enemy boss.

I think it’s a pretty good and pretty standard mechanic. I don’t know if it’s too similar with any games such as Gloomhaven or not. But I don’t want it to be a generic fantasy theme, it’s boring! I also want to eliminate dice completely just so there are not many randomness and enhance strategy.


UPDATE

If you read part 2 of this idea journal, there’s an update that fits the theme.

Altered-human that can transform into masked hero and enhancing their power greatly is the premise of every tokusatsu ever. Applying this to the game, the player board is made to be double-sided. One side shows the character as hero, other side as human. The differences are the stats, movement, defense, and attack power. However, player can only turn into human when the event told them to or their only have a certain number of health points left. Then they can turn back into hero by discarding all card on their hand, if they don’t have any card on their hand discard 5 cards from their deck.

Layangan: Journal #5

UPDATE
Nemu movement path nya WoG. Mungkin bisa pake baris pertama (A,C,D).

WoG Movement Paths

Next, untuk menekan biaya produksi, dadu yg dipakai semua pemain sama. Bedanya ada di wild chance dimana pemain berkesempatan untuk mengubah dadu saat aduan meskipun waktu sudah habis. Wild chance ini ada di kartu movement dengan jumlah terbatas. Tipe A sebanyak 5 kali, B sebanyak 4, dan C sebanyak 3. Setiap wild chance bisa dipakai untuk mengubah 1 dadu saja.

Sebenernya pengen ikut GTX board game design competition tapi ga mungkin balik indo dalam waktu dekat T^T

[Micro-Review] Movie: Posesif (2017)

Title: Posesif

Release Date: 26 October 2017

Storyline:

Lala is a platform diving athlete in her final year of high school when she meets Yudhis, a transfer student. The initial romance blossoms, but something about Yudhis is unfolding one by one.

I don’t even know how I ended up watched this movie. I thought it would be another cheesy romantic movie. But I was wrong.

This movie was intended for people who trapped in an abusive relationship, or just stuck with a toxic partner.

There.

It doesn’t highlight the romantic side of a person. Instead, it shows the side of a person who is too deep in love and shows a side you’ll never expected. They became aggressive, and just so abusive in the name of “I-don’t-want-to-lose-you”. This movie really shows that kind of relationship exists and people should get out of it.

Adipati Dolken as Yudhis was really into the character that you will just feel sorry for his girlfriend. Although he’s usually kind and romantic, but when he’s angry he turned 180-degree and became aggressive and abusive.

Overall, it was a really good movie and I recommend it, maybe one of few Indonesian romantic movie that I recommend.

Final Score: 8/10

[Micro-Review] Movie: Dilan 1990 (2018)

Title: Dilan 1990

Release Date: 25 January 2018 (Indonesia)

Storyline:

Milea (Vanesha Prescilla) met with Dilan (Iqbaal Ramadhan) at a high school in Bandung in 1990, when Milea moved from Jakarta to Bandung. An unusual introduction brings Milea to know the uniqueness of Dilan, smart, kind, romantic. The way Dilan approaches Milea is not the same as other male friends, even Beni (Brandon Salim), Milea’s boyfriend in Jakarta. The journey of their relationship is not always smooth. Beni, Anhar (Giulio Perangkan), Kang Adi (Refal Hadi) color the journey. Dilan makes Milea believe that she can arrive at the destination safely.

With so much hype for this movie, I was sceptic. Then I decided to give it a run for it. And it went out of my expectation.

What makes this movie is great is the ability of Dilan’s actor (Iqbaal), who liven up to Dilan’s reputation by the book and also viewer’s expectation. He’s though as he is a member of a bike gang, but also romantic and kind to the person he likes. I guess men like this are every girl’s prince charming.

Okay so, the romantic scenes (since it supposed to be a romantic movie), is good. Maybe because I’m a guy so it’s kinda biased here. But for me it’s so unbearingly cringe-y, and too cheesy. I can’t believe any girl would fall for that, and I can’t believe that someone is actually that cringe-y and just too cheesy. I almost walked out from the screen out of the cringe-ness when I watched the movie. And Milea is soooooooo naive that it’s almost unrealistic. I guess it was done to make her innocent image stays.

I like the story and the acting though, for me it was good, but the cringe-ness gave me chills. So in the end, I guess it was okay.

Final Score: 6/10